I'm so tired..

It's already midnight and I am still awake. Physically I am tired but mentally I am wide awake. There are so much to think about and so many things undone but I'm simply too lazy to pull myself up from my bed to do anything.

It's been 2 weeks since Nic left for US. I miss her terribly as she was my friend and confidante too. Though I still see her online, but our lives are heading in different direction now. She's been lucky to have a fresh start, pursuing her dreams and an exciting life ahead of her. How I wished I was as lucky as her. This is the first pic Nic sent back since she settled down. Nice view in Mt Soledad...It would be so nice if I can wake up every morning to such a wonderful view..

Ok It's not that bad! I have my own haven here with a loving husband and two cheeky sons. Life's pretty typical and routine but we're all loved being a family.

This photo was taken recently when we celebrated my youngest son - Ee's 1st birthday. Time really flies. I can still vaguely remember how he came to this world and how we survived through our first year with him, making adjustments to our lives and getting used to him being around. Even his doting big brother Hao had to make a few changes to the new addition to the family then. It just warm my heart whenever Hao mention that we are a family of four instead of three.

The only down side is that the house has never been quiet since then. In fact, it's warming up a lot these days since Ee has started to explore into Hao's grounds of toys and books. There's been fights and quarrels between them, although we can never make out what Ee is saying exactly. At one, his vocabulary is very limited. His only outburst of speech are the sharp pitches of ahs, ehs and eeekk! Hao has gladly taken up his big brotherly responsibilities and dictating what's his and what's not his. Well, Ee has a lot to say about that actually!!