I had a very sad dream a few nights ago. In the dream, I was on a tour with hubby. There's nothing unusual with that but the thing is in my dream, I was 6 months pregnant. I didn't know how I knew it was 6 months but I had a big tummy and at one point I could even feel the kicks in my tummy and hubby was smiling and feeling it. I knew it was a girl. Don't ask me how but I just knew in my dreams I was 6 months pregnant with a little girl. Then I tripped and fell in the dream. Next thing I knew, I had miscarriaged. It was very very sad. I was very sad in my dream and it was so real. When I woke up, I felt sad too. It's a strange and sad dream and I don't know why I had this dream but definitely not pregnant in real life. Maybe I wished I had a little girl ~ a daughter. Or maybe I am feeling excited about my sister having a daughter. Or maybe I loved being pregnant BUT one thing I am sure I'll not be having kids anymore. 3 boys on hand is already a much difficult task, and I definitely don't think I can handle having another baby. Will just be satisfied with my little niece and looking after her :)
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