Sunday, August 30, 2009

I am baby crazy again!!

There's been some baby news here and there recently, plus with Ashlynne getting cuter everyday that I see her, I've been a little baby crazy :P Asked hubby if he would like another kid, but the answer is NO. I totally understand where his stand is...not that he doesn't love kids but that financially we are totally stretched and cannot think how to feed another mouth. His work is getting a little unstable and he's very likely to be losing this current job in a week's time, so we really cannot afford to have another kid right now. Sigh I think I'll just have to settled with Ashlynne baby for now! It's ironical how some people who doesn't want kids can get preg so easily while others who wants one or more kids cannot have their way due to their circumstances. I must say fate is a really mischievious little thing who always play jokes on people.
Not sure what kinda state of mind I am in right now to be craving for a baby again, knowing that my kids were really a handful when they are little things as compared to others who can have babies who are so angelic that they sleep through the night at 2 months old and don't even cry or whine when left alone. Maybe it's better I don't have any more kids to make my life crazy again since I've already 3 making my life difficult at home :P

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