1 more week to 2010!

I've been lazy and busy for the past few weeks. I've started to look after Ashlynne (altho it's more like on and off since sis still clearing her leave on and off) and thank god she's such a gem and easy to look after. The boys love to see her everyday at home and will ask about her if she's not coming over. There's more or less a routine set now and I would think it'll not be difficult to transit when school holidays are over and sis starts her work formally lol.

Just as I was feeling proud of myself being able to look after 4 kids at home, my period was late for a week and during that one week, the question keep popping in my head: what if I was pregnant again? I was pretty confident I wasn't, but deep deep down inside I was pretty scared that I might accidentally be! The good thing was that it came a week late *whew* and I was never so happy that my period came :P The last thing I would want is another baby now as life is getting easier with Min already 2. I think I am getting tired of babies...of course except when they aren't mine and they go back home every night just like baby Ashlynne lol

It's 2 days to Xmas and another week to a brand new year 2010. We've truly enjoyed this school holidays as I had more time on my hands to spend with Hao and Ee when Min is in school and Ashlynne is not here. I took them to the library, shopping, sumptous breakfast without fuss etc. Truly amazing time to rebond with them. I think I'll be looking forward to the next school holiday. By then Ashlynne will be nearly 1 year! Time really flies.

As year 2010 approach, it's time for new resolutions and goal settings. I think for next year, I'll not push myself too hard and try to relax a bit more. I have always been pushing myself to be too perfect and wanting to over achieve in everything around the house and sometimes it drives myself crazy and getting so uptight. It's time to let my hair loose a little next year and go with the flow. New challenges for the new year. It will be an interesting year!