Ahh...finally Ee's eyes are almost recovered. Thank goodness it got better and needn't any surgery :)

It's another new week ahead! CNY is getting nearer and nearer. Still can't believe it's just less than 2 weeks away! Nothing much to prepare as the festive is getting less and less significant. I guess it's much more fun for kids than for us...except the few days of rest that we can get.

I think I desperately need to rest. Physically and mentally so tired. It's sort of different from the burnout that I usually get from being a busy FTWM. This time round, I just feel lost. Need to take some time out to realign my priorities and plan my next step. Last week I had to ask 2 staff to leave. It's not the first time it happened, but this time round I feel reluctant and with a tinge of waste. I'm getting tired of all these hiring and firing stuff and it's like nothing is working out. I need more directions and more clearly defined rules and plan. However, no one can give me one at this time. I think I'm just so lost and dejected in the corporate world. I wanna take some time off and slow down my pace. I hate having to go home everyday and worry about all these stuff when I'm with the kids. Of course, there's the financial part that I worry about...but the more you worry, the more you can't let go right? Maybe it's good to take the plunge at times? I really am not sure anymore. Go with the head or with the heart? Sigh..