My new boss is driving me crazy. She calls me for every single thing be it big or small and thinks I am a wonder woman. When she wants things to be done, it must be done now and she doesn't take NO for an answer. If you tell her NO, you are not trying hard enough to fulfill her requirements. What shitty position I am in right now. How I wish I can just throw everything down and go but I can't...URGH!!! Hope I survive another week and then think of alternative for her NOT to bother me that much!!

Been having nasty contractions and pains for the past few days. Was really not up for travelling to work and staying there for full 8 hours in the stinky, stuffy and suffocating office so I decided to tell my boss of my contractions and told her I'll work from home for the rest of the week. Had a good nap the whole of yesterday morning and managed to recuperate and get some energy back into my restless GIGANTIC body. Now I am just 5 weeks away and feeling that each week is creeping past very very slowly. I just can't wait for the little guy to be out of my body so I can turn and walk properly again LOL Now I just feel like a BIG penguin who makes my hubby laugh whenever he sees me walking *URGH*

I am counting down...about 6 more weeks till EDD!! Am crossing fingers that baby will arrive early and end my agony. Am feeling extremely uncomfortable now...major movements in my tummy as baby is encountering space constraints. Even a little flip to the side is like giving me a sidekick and making me moan in horrible uncomfort. Other than that, I am easily tired out, lazy, sweaty and experience uncomfortable contractions on and off. Of course all these are signs that my baby is developing well and active...but I just can't stand it! Usually the first trimester and the last weeks of pregnancy is the worse for me. I'm getting paranoid and always dreaming of me going into labour with all sorts of funny situations with no one beside me etc. This week is worse as hubby is on business trip away in KL and won't be back till Saturday late afternoon. Also I had to go into office practically everyday to assist my new boss in getting familiarize in our operations. Not sure if she knows I'm due in 6 weeks but she haven't been asking or getting anyone in taking over my work...I also can't be bothered much...just do my work and hand over when the time comes. She probably has better things to worry about...

I am counting down to my last 8 weeks of pregnancy now. Getting heavier and easily tired out even though it's just going out for a simple meal. The last stage of the pregnancy is usually more unbearable as the baby is bigger now and fighting for space with my internal organs. Getting heartburn now and not able to eat as much as I want so gonna cut down my food intakes and take small meals instead. Sigh I wish everything will end faster and baby grow up faster LOL

Karen's Baby Mathew is already 1 month old! Can't believe it's so fast!! Seems like yesterday when Karen told us she's pregnant during this year's CNY. Now cute little Mathew is 1 month old and I am giving birth soon too. Was chatting with Karen about my worries yesterday and feeling a little panic about how I am going to cope with 3 kids now. Usually it's easier said that done about planning and training the kids to be independent but what will happen no one will know right? Just like when Ee was born, no one expected him to have jaundice for one whole month and everyday we have to bring him to the Polyclinic for checks. Was a bad experience with Ee's jaundice and the fact that he doesn't nap easily! Eileen can vouch for that when she came to visit me during my confinement LOL Now I just hope for a smooth delivery and easy baby to care for *Cross Fingers*

Haven't been talking to Nic for almost 2 weeks. Wonder how she's doing. Not sure if she's in US or Beijing now...miss chatting to her....

Going for my gynae checkup later...Hubby wants to have curry fish head for lunch so gonna hurry him to get out of the house soon as my tummy is growling...